sometimes i want to fuck it all, mix some warm guinness with twenty tablets of tylenol. call em while i’m drifting off, tell her that i love her so. parents crying harder cause i didn’t even leave a note. saying that i’m selfish and i’m sorry that i left, but it hurts so much to wake up and i left you guys a check. cause i ain’t fucking happy, you don’t know shit about me. i think it started when she said she happier without me, i really can’t blame her cause i’m happier without me
— childish gambino
L.A. has got me on my knees
chasing pavements
“should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements? even if it leads it no where”.
song by a 19 year old adele, which completely relates to how i’m feeling right now. though i’m writing this now, i can’t really describe the emotion i’m currently feeling. i feel like that’s the case with me most of the time.. and though this is unbearably cliché this song seems to understand my feelings better than i do. sometimes i feel music interprets my emotions better than i can. it’s not necessarily that the lyrics, but it can be the emotion from the artist and the melody of the song which speaks for my soul.
louder than sirens, louder than bells, sweeter than heaven and hotter than hell.
i cheated myself, like i knew i would. i told you i was trouble, you know that i’m no good
— amy winehouse
i don’t like standard beauty. there is no beauty without strangeness.
— karl lagerfeld
the true triumph of reason is that it enables us to get along with those who do not possess it
— voltaire
